You better stop messing around

cuz youre gonna get caught

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He sang to us.

i almost cried when he started to sing JUST THE YOU ARE :') i dont know why he sang it at all :/
However,he san something new to us..*-*
OMG..i almost died right there..it was perfectly sweet <3
you know..such like him.:'D
His faces ,jokes ,laughs..everything of him is perfect!
Why?why?why?
I cant believe hes out of my reach,im just his fan and i have to accept it
You know..you´re perfect..just wanna someone like you in my life forever...♥
ILYILYILYILYILYILY and you dont know how much.-

Up up here we go

up up here we go..

If you wanna know here it goes gonna tell you
There's a part of me for show if it glows gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it

Standing out in the rain,i need to know if its over..
PLEASE dont leave me alone..

Standing out in the rain,i need to know if its over..
PLEASE dont leave me alone..

Two tuesdays and..back to school again.

Headache & stomach ache ..

i cant feel worst

Feeling sick u.u

I really hate feeling this way :(
I dont like stomach ache ,i dont like this feeling and this day ,because i dont know if tonight ill sleep well like i want to.
Im feeling so bad !I dont wanna be this way!
Pleasee..somebody helps me and pray for me and my pain..Im suffering as much as i did the last time.
Awful.

Forever alone lol

This kind of things are really weird ,lol
Its like stupid to me, idk.
Im single okay..i admit it and so what?
Im not looking for that someone now, not today.
I think love will appear when i least expect it,oh..well.. thats what i hope :)
So..why should i be hurried or desperate?Im not one of those girls and imso proud of me.
If i gotta date some,ill do it..bur not today

I dont like my body

And yes..this is one of those typicals days when i dont feel comfortable with my body
I know people grow up and body changes.You can get fat or loose weight,you know.
I hate the simple idea that im getting fatter and fatter everyday.I HATE this feeling.
I dont wanna feel this bad u.u

I also understand that im not that fifteen years-old girl and my life changed,but idk..
i just wish i could get thin ,at least,i wanna loose some weight.I will feel very happy that day..

I wanna be myself...but feeling this way,it doesnt help

In love?..Not,,not really :/

Hahaah ..
Its like im in love ,but im not really.
I just write and write..thats all.
Idk whats wrong either..i dont feel like im suffering because i dont really..
Just dreamming and dreamming..writing and writing..smiling and smiling..
being myself and let people see that im a child in a teen´s body

If i could only say,im holding every breath for you

There is a place where i go when i feel sad.
Its a deep inside one you never saw..
I created it to feel you could have loved me...
This is a place where  i go..when i feel empty..

Just saying

Crazy feeling..when i see your pics on the net or magazines.Theres no way to deny:you are beautiful
Every detail,every feature,every move,every word...is PERFECT.
Boy,you are out of this world.
You can call me: you are mad,girl ,you can identify me like one of those freaks..i admit it.But
this feeling goes beyond admiration. You can judge me and understimate me..i know im just a seventee-years old girl..what can you ask for? This girl doesnt know a thing about life and people,shes just being silly,yes..she is silly.
Unfortunately,i must clear up to you that you people are wrong.I have learnt a lot just by listening to MY boys´s music ..
I feel every word,i feel every phrase...i feel every smile.
I cannot know a lot about real life,its true..but..i know a lot about dreams.

YouarestillholdingonINmyheart

1 Year Who I Am

So Glad for this first annyversary :')
You deserve it !!
Love ya!!

February here you are

And time flies so fast when it wants ..
I still cant believe its first of february today...:o
Two month since i began my summer holidays:|
I dont wanna go back..this year would be different ,I know.
So many great things are gonna come and its exciting !



Wish time slowed down for a while