A story

Once upon a time,there were a girl & a boy who met three years ago and they got by.She was the typical girl at school:clever,shy and not very friendly sometimes. He was exactly the opposite one.
They didnt became in true friends and nothing like that,they obviously had small arguments and didnt agree in things. But in despite of everything,we can say they were good classmates.
By the time,she began loving him so fast.He had that something that made everyone felt fine when he was around or talked. A good guy.
One day,after a long time,of friend of him,came and talked to her about something that she suspected at first of all. That guy said his friend liked her.
She didnt believe it because she heard about many roumors during that year,and she didnt wanna look like a a big-headed girl. She wasnt like that and she didnt even wanna turn in that kind of girl. So,she kept thinking what she used to think and ignored that 'secret'.
Time went fast and things maybe had changed a bit. That girl tried to keep a distance between them,because she didnt wanna  fall in love with him.In the othe hand,he actted just like a shyier guy when she was close.
She felt different. It was like something broke down.
Well,bassically those kind of things happened and places/time looked uncomfortable for both.(at least,that was what she thought).
But suddenly and unexpectidly,an awkard feeling took place and existed in her heart & mind.
She missed him and..she felt in jelousy when he was talking and holding close another girls. Yeah,she couldnt believe it neither.
One day,she sat in her bedroom and thought about what she was feeling inside.And yes,it involved that boy!hahahaha.
It was rad because,she had never thought she could start to love someone who was too different to her.She realized about it but she didnt do nothing.(okay,still isnt doing nothing lol).
The situation turn in a different one,he owned all of her dreams and minds when she slept.She wrote and 'convinced'herself  that it was impossible.
She definitely knew it and it surprised her.She admitted herself that she was in love for the first time in her whole life! That was ... awkard.lololol
If you read this,youll think that 'this is such a love story,they´re gonna be together in the end'.Well,if you already think it..let me tell you,that it wont happen(´¿?)
He fell in love with other girls and replaced her classmate. It was like he avoided her and ..the distance still was there!hahaha.
Okay,she had never mad him know about her feelings and she looked cold when he was close..Maybe,they werent the best signals and ways of showing her 'love',but..what could she do?She was extremely shy and naive in times. She couldnt afford it.
She´s still waiting for a signal and the first step. Althoug she knows its too late,she still has her hopes up.
There are two different feelings inside of her:the first one is:'okay,he had never felt that stupid feeling.Idiot me!'and the other one is:'he still thinks a bit about me ,but he´s expecting a signal'.


Stupid girl,stupid feelings,stupid shyness & stupid heart. This isnt supposed to happen,hey cupido, why did you do this to me,huh?