i admire you  way to make me feel fine,i wont change a thing...only if you are around.

{..Theres nothing more beautiful than seeing your own wishes to come true..}

When she is happy,she smiles & smiles.

And now?
im dissapointed u_u
This wasnt supposed to happen,please turn it on..

A story

Once upon a time,there were a girl & a boy who met three years ago and they got by.She was the typical girl at school:clever,shy and not very friendly sometimes. He was exactly the opposite one.
They didnt became in true friends and nothing like that,they obviously had small arguments and didnt agree in things. But in despite of everything,we can say they were good classmates.
By the time,she began loving him so fast.He had that something that made everyone felt fine when he was around or talked. A good guy.
One day,after a long time,of friend of him,came and talked to her about something that she suspected at first of all. That guy said his friend liked her.
She didnt believe it because she heard about many roumors during that year,and she didnt wanna look like a a big-headed girl. She wasnt like that and she didnt even wanna turn in that kind of girl. So,she kept thinking what she used to think and ignored that 'secret'.
Time went fast and things maybe had changed a bit. That girl tried to keep a distance between them,because she didnt wanna  fall in love with him.In the othe hand,he actted just like a shyier guy when she was close.
She felt different. It was like something broke down.
Well,bassically those kind of things happened and places/time looked uncomfortable for both.(at least,that was what she thought).
But suddenly and unexpectidly,an awkard feeling took place and existed in her heart & mind.
She missed him and..she felt in jelousy when he was talking and holding close another girls. Yeah,she couldnt believe it neither.
One day,she sat in her bedroom and thought about what she was feeling inside.And yes,it involved that boy!hahahaha.
It was rad because,she had never thought she could start to love someone who was too different to her.She realized about it but she didnt do nothing.(okay,still isnt doing nothing lol).
The situation turn in a different one,he owned all of her dreams and minds when she slept.She wrote and 'convinced'herself  that it was impossible.
She definitely knew it and it surprised her.She admitted herself that she was in love for the first time in her whole life! That was ... awkard.lololol
If you read this,youll think that 'this is such a love story,they´re gonna be together in the end'.Well,if you already think it..let me tell you,that it wont happen(´¿?)
He fell in love with other girls and replaced her classmate. It was like he avoided her and ..the distance still was there!hahaha.
Okay,she had never mad him know about her feelings and she looked cold when he was close..Maybe,they werent the best signals and ways of showing her 'love',but..what could she do?She was extremely shy and naive in times. She couldnt afford it.
She´s still waiting for a signal and the first step. Althoug she knows its too late,she still has her hopes up.
There are two different feelings inside of her:the first one is:'okay,he had never felt that stupid feeling.Idiot me!'and the other one is:'he still thinks a bit about me ,but he´s expecting a signal'.


Stupid girl,stupid feelings,stupid shyness & stupid heart. This isnt supposed to happen,hey cupido, why did you do this to me,huh?

I hate that feeling when i find myself lost in thoughts AND things  i shouldnt be thinking :o

I love the feeling you get when the guy you like gives you a really cute smile, you simply melt inside ♥

I know he's not the cutest guy in the world, but there's just something about him that makes my heart drop to my feet every time I see him...

*Gotta make up my mind*

Showing something im not..

Can anyone tells me why im so mean just when i look at someone?
I swear,i dont wanna mean it ,but..its something i cant dominate :(
 You can trust  that im the most hysterical girl on Earth and its like i find it very difficult to show what i feel and think..so, im like..please,Help!!

I realize that its like im pushing you down .i DONT wanna do it ,seriously. By the way,im sure theres something in my eyes when you find looking at yours :'| . Sometimes ,i think its so obvious...

Loving someone and not expressing it is like wrapping a present and not giving it.

but,but..but its not that easy:(

Stop planning your life and let it plan itself. Quit trying to find the "perfect" guy and let him find you

Flying without wings

EVERYBODY´S LOOKING FOR THAT SOMETHINGONE THING THAT MAKES IT ALL COMPLETEYOU´LL FIND IT IN THE STRANGEST PLACES
PLACES YOU NEVER KNEW IT COULD BE

SOME FIND IT IN THE FACE OF THEIR CHILDREN
SOME FIND IT IN THEIR LOVER´S EYESWHO CAN DENY THE JOY IT BRINGS
WHEN YOU´VE FOUND THAT SPECIAL THING?
YOU´RE FLYING WITHOUT WINGS
SOME FIND IT SHARING EVERY MORNING
SOME IN THEIR SOLITARY LIVESYOU´LL FIND IT IN THE WORDS OF OTHERS
A SIMPLE LINE CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH OR CRY
YOU´LL FIND IT IN THE DEEPEST FRIENDSHIPTHE KIND YOU CHERISH ALL YOUR LIFE
AND WHEN YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS
YOU´VE FOUND THAT SPECIAL THING
YOU´RE FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

SO, IMPOSSIBLE AS THEY MAY SEEM
YOU´VE GOT TO FIGHT FOR EVERY DREAMCOS WHO´S TO KNOW WHICH ONE YOU LET GO
WOULD HAVE MADE YOU COMPLETE

WELL, FOR ME IT´S WAKING UP BESIDE YOU
TO WATCH THE SUNRISE ON YOUR FACE
TO KNOW THAT I CAN SAY I LOVE YOU
IN ANY GIVEN TIME OR PLACE

IT´S LITTLE THINGS THAT ONLY I KNOW
THOSE ARE THE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU MINE
AND IT´S LIKE FLYING WITHOUT WINGS
COS YOU´RE MY SPECIAL THINGI´M FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

AND YOU´RE THE PLACE MY LIFE BEGINS
AND YOU´LL BE WHERE IT ENDS

I´M FLYING WITHOUT WINGS
AND THAT´S THE JOY YOU BRING
I´M FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

I WANNA FIND MY PRINCE CHARMING

I am just a girl..

I am just a girl, one among the others, nothing much to say
Plain and simple girl, not a special type in any way
Just one look, and you will surely see
That the true "Miss Nobody" is me
It's an evil world that has only made me a girl

I am just a girl, not the kind of woman men would like to meet
Just another girl no-one ever looks at in the street
But today, I can't believe it's true
When you smiled and whispered "I love you"
Darling I could see, I was meant to be your girlIt's a funny feeling when you get to love someone
And thinking that he'll never look your way
But then he says he loves you, and life has just begun
It's so much more than any words can say

I am just a girl, not the kind of woman men would like to meet
Just another girl no-one ever looks at in the street
But today, I can't believe it's true
When you smiled and whispered "I love you"
Darling I could see, I was meant to be your girl

Will there be any boy like a Jonas in the world just for me??

Last moth,this date wasnt as great as it is today ..for me.
Someone i loved so much ,left this world. I know hes fine up there..i know it.
Just rest in peace lolo,you deserve it..but..we all miss you here :'|

REMEMBER :  April,21 2011 for ever (JonasShirtless)

Just..wow :|

OMG
Ive never thought this day would come..today.
Im just speechless ,dont even know how i can explain what im feeling or thinking inside.
They aint the boys i thought they were anymore ,and im not dissapointed.I like these new guys.
I like knowing the fact that my idols are SO hot *-* My JB are the cutest,smartest,hottest and funniest lol !
i LOVE them more than beforeeee