Katarsis

i really know whats going on here,i know what i see and i catch every signal.
I dont feel bad with myself because im alone ,huh? im good.
I also know that im old enough to have a boyfriend and share some time with a guy.
Im able to date.Thats sure.
I admit i have never had a boyfriend (im not hysterical about that neither) and maybe,yes..id like to have someone around me and tells me beautiful things,kiss or hugs me. Id love it...
BUT...
I dont think this is the right time for it, im almost 18,yes,but my mind is set in other kind of stuffs...not only in men!!!
I love you,but..not the way you love me,maybe. Im probably taking my time to think and concentrate about my future..i dont wanna hurt anyone :(