a little chat

-can you be honest this time,please?
-oh sure,just ask.
-ok,do you like him?
-i just cant answer it. next
-alright,do you have fun when you´re near him?
-oh yes,i always spend a great time..
-and ..do you often talk about him with your friends?
-hmm..not very often.
-why?
-because i just want to clear up my mind and my own ideas,thats all.
-oh no,do you still have doubts bout his feelings?
-.....no,i trust in every single word i hear and see..
-so?
-i ..i just have doubts about me..
-oh oh..you´re still being insecure..
-im always insecure of myself.Although i feel like this kind of 'feeling'is growing up in my heart,i just dont feel able to show it and free me.
-why?
-i dont know,i cant see myself sharing and spending a lot of time with someone else who belong to my class,its awkard. I dont like when people worry a lot and take a sight on my life..its like'why are they talking about me?why are they trying to stick my mind to something im not very sure? or..why are they telling beautiful things to me that i dont want to hear?
-You must start to believe in yourself,you can be so much more than you think.Believe me,maybe this can be the time of your life and you´re not enjoying it :) Just move on and follow your instints,yoúr heart is not lying.
-Yes,sometimes i think it too..but..
-but?
-i dont feel good with myself when i do it,so..i prefer to think the opposite.